Ellie didn't have any school on Monday and I had the best of intentions--I wanted to play games with the girls, have a play-date with cousins, go shopping with my sister, organize my closet with spring clothes etc. Then however happened starting at 6am when our tenants called to tell us the water heater busted, next I got a migraine I could not shake all day no matter what I did Aleve, ice-pack, rest, caffiene so the day was a bust. I hit my low when I told Ellie I just needed a break when really all I wanted to do was curl up and read a book with her or play a game. We did make it an evening gym class where both of the girls got to show Daddy there skills which they had been wanting to do for a while.
Well this evening was another moment of best intentions. Steve found out yesterday that his home teaching partner made appointments for this evening at 6 and 6:30. Wednesday evenings are a little crazy because Steve usually picks Ellie up from her sports class that ends at 6pm and then we have a quick dinner and he heads off to scouts which starts at 7pm. He explained this to his partner who understood and said they would make it work. I decided I would just hang out at the gym for an hour while Ellie had class so that Steve could head home grab a bite to eat and be ready to go home teaching at 6. The however this time was that the van wouldn't start at the end of class and by the time we were all loaded and I tried starting the van all of the other parents had already left. So I called Steve who once again came to our rescue missing his first home teaching appointment--he would have been better off to just pick Ellie up himself. I did make cookies that his home teaching partner got to deliver. Side note: when the girls realized what was going on--the van wouldn't start--Ellie almost started crying and I had to explain it was no big deal. Lila said, "Well, I guess we'll walk home, but Mommy you'll have to carry me because my foot hurts." :)
These moments can be a bit unnerving and very frustrating for me. I try not to let them get the best of me by learning to enjoy the good moments and appreciate all the days I do have good health and can enjoy activities with my family.










